A year ago...

This was me a year ago.  It breaks my heart to look at BUT I have come so far, and learned so much.  Even if we are still in the throws of this.

I can honestly say that I feel good!  I feel better than I have felt in the past three years.  I feel strong and like I am somewhat who I used to be, but changed.

I have lost 40 pounds since last November and I still want to loose another 20.  That way I will be in a better BMI as I am still "overweight".  I just want to feel healthy in all aspects of my life.  And if I never loose that "last 5 pounds" WHO CARES!!!  I am alive.

I am really learning to love and cherish each day as the moment we are in is the only guarantee that we are here. 

I feel that I am back on my feet again.  Yes, I am anxious for yet another scan, but this one is Thermography.  So there is no radiation and it just shows up "hot spots" in your body.  No extra radiation is a total plus!!  I am living life "normally" once again, like I seem to do after every test result.  I am not going to lie though, it has been harder on me this time than any other to get our last results.  I have totally stepped up my game though and am doing everything in my power to finally make up some ground.

I can't thank you enough for your continued prayers and ask that you still keep us in them.  Prayer is such a great blessing.  It is so nice to know we are loved enough to be prayed for every single day.  Even if you forget - someone else is praying for us, and that means the world.