Thursday, January 10, 2013

The big reveal...

I know I should be the last person on the planet who struggles with vanity.  Especially after all I have been through.  I have learned to love my self no matter what.  Having said that, I am having a hard time looking in the mirror again and actually loving what I see.

This is going to sound all wrong, but I am sorry if I don't really feel like seeing all of those of you who love me no matter what size, shape or form I come in, but I am having a hard time looking at me right now.

This picture is awful, but I don't really feel like smiling.  I just wanted to show you how quickly some drugs can change your appearance and make you feel like someone you were never meant to be again.  I know it's just temporary, but, it is really hard on me.

Just a little bit before Christmas.  I felt like me at least and I had some cheek bones and a beautiful smile!  I was happy.

20 days on dex and counting.  What happened??
Yup, that's Mrs. Misery in all her glory!  She comes and goes, right now, she needs to go to bed so tomorrow doesn't' seem so bad.



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